shaterd

my heart been broken
my soul shattered
i lost my power to love
and now im ruled by hate
she rubbed my pain in my face
and now no longer human am i
now demon i crave blood and revenge
what was once hope is now rage
will i ever love again .

emerald dreem

emerald stars flow thought the night
and flow into the heavens.
your skill with words is simply the best
like an ocean of Sapphire blue
or sun of topaz hue
remember your strengths
and you can sore
into cotton candy clouds
by Niko Fintikis
dedicated to chocco

im back

sorry about not being on for so long but i was at the hospital. i lost it and tried to cut and then i was sent off to forest view. i am better now and will post poems i made there every now and again. i am not as good as choco but there still ok.

my atemt at a poem

my heart full of sorrow
soul fading into noting
may the spirits come and guard
my beloved tonight

i found a great blog for poems

http://chocolatychocolatelover.blogspot.com/2010/05/loneliness-and-me.html

rihana unfate full (plese note not my song)

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

shadows owmen by niko fintikis

                 (chores)windmill windmills swell and swellter

    when ever the spirit calls

fire brunning lighting sturing 

theratning to strike

                                             demons Quaken darkness rising to reclame the world above
                                    spirits dear sent from up above go defend the one i love

                                                                            (chorus)

                                                        wind mills wind mill cease and follow
                                                                   to defend the one i love
                                        cry of thunder strike of lighting sheald her if i fall

                                                                  (Chours)

                                                         with evil rising darkness stirring
                                                      spirits hold her dear for me
                                save her save her even if the spirits of the night should fall

                                                             (chorus)x2

                                                Spirts holly pure and sacred
                                              be the ones i call tonight
                    gide my soul to save the one i belove when my body falls tonight
                                                    (chours)